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I am I...
Do not change me
Condemn me, nor put me down.
Accept me for what I am.
No...you need not agree with me
But accept me.
For I am total in being.
I have my Faults, I have my guilts
But that is who I am.
Perfect I will never be.
Allow me to be uninhibited.
Do not pressure me into feeling
What I do not feel.
Accept me when I am flying high
As I have accept you
When you wee flying high.
Do not put me down...
Nor make me feel unhappy about me.
I am I...
And I like being what I am...
Me.
Welcome to my world of thoughts.
Lost
Saturday, June 11, 2005
1:33 PM
My birthday is coming soon, yet for the 1st time i dont intend to celebrate. I feel so lost and do not know what to do except to school everyday. Sometime i wonder why when i am sad and i am still able to show i am happy. I feel like there is no one to be by myside supporting me, by there to hold me when i fall. The person is no longer there anymore.
Everyone has to continue their life, so do I. Everyday when i wake up, the 1st thing came to my mind was it is another new day. I know I cant be as happy as the past, my joyous smile was gone. I really wish i could stop when the time i was so happy.
Every friday and saturday, i will be stoning at my room wondering what to do. This is the moment when all my thoughts come. It is tormenting me. I want to vent it out but i cant. It's like when u trying to scream for help, no sound came out. I feel so helpless at times. Life simply suck up.
Béseme... Toqúeme... Siéntame ®