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I am I...
Do not change me
Condemn me, nor put me down.
Accept me for what I am.
No...you need not agree with me
But accept me.
For I am total in being.
I have my Faults, I have my guilts
But that is who I am.
Perfect I will never be.
Allow me to be uninhibited.
Do not pressure me into feeling
What I do not feel.
Accept me when I am flying high
As I have accept you
When you wee flying high.
Do not put me down...
Nor make me feel unhappy about me.
I am I...
And I like being what I am...
Me.
Welcome to my world of thoughts.
Wastful Day
Thursday, September 22, 2005
4:52 PM
Today the whole day raining and mummy went to play mahjong. So i am alone at home. The room so dark and so cold, i am freaking bored. I wanted to go out, but duno where to go. If i went there, i cant accompany him also. He gotta work and in the end i have to sit at coffee bean staring at the road drinking hot chocolate. I disliked sitting there alone but for him i did that alot of times. My mind is always blank and i am lost. But after he finish his work, i am so happy cause i get to see him and talk to him and stand beside him.
But today he went crazy. He asked me dont come since raining. I only told him so boring cause now raining and is like bu 3 bu 4. I hate raining the most if i have to go out. But if i went there early i also got nothing to do. See him also like so hard. Super pek chek with life. Always make my life so problematic. I know he unhappy already and he just quit without saying a bye to me. Since he dunwan me to come the nvm. I dont go. Since i am the losing one so lose all the way, fight back also no use. Too tired to think.
Tonight comfirm eat maggie mee and watch tv. i hate today. And tml i dont even bother to think not even the future.
Béseme... Toqúeme... Siéntame ®