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I am I...
Do not change me
Condemn me, nor put me down.
Accept me for what I am.
No...you need not agree with me
But accept me.
For I am total in being.
I have my Faults, I have my guilts
But that is who I am.
Perfect I will never be.
Allow me to be uninhibited.
Do not pressure me into feeling
What I do not feel.
Accept me when I am flying high
As I have accept you
When you wee flying high.
Do not put me down...
Nor make me feel unhappy about me.
I am I...
And I like being what I am...
Me.
Welcome to my world of thoughts.
Miserable
Thursday, October 06, 2005
11:37 PM
Listening: The Crystal Method - Weapons of Mad Distortion
The music banging, rocking and screaming. I am feeling extremely sick right now. Sick in the mental. I trying to find ways to vent my anger, my sorrow out. But it's useless. What's wrong with me? Why i am so unhappy? I never feel happy. Everything is so fake, my happiness is fake, Life is fucker. Lies, beneath it, it is miserable. I see nothing, but sadness and sorrow and anger. I need someone to comfort me like a princess, hug me to sleep, kiss me... But there no one. I keep waiting and waiting. Fuck it there no1. I wish to kill people, just to vent my anger out. I wish to hit things, to see blood, to scream, to jump, whatever just to let me vent out. I am feeling soooo terrrible. How? Where my peaceful and pure jamie gone to? Why is so blooded and dirty now?
Béseme... Toqúeme... Siéntame ®