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I am I...
Do not change me
Condemn me, nor put me down.
Accept me for what I am.
No...you need not agree with me
But accept me.
For I am total in being.
I have my Faults, I have my guilts
But that is who I am.
Perfect I will never be.
Allow me to be uninhibited.
Do not pressure me into feeling
What I do not feel.
Accept me when I am flying high
As I have accept you
When you wee flying high.
Do not put me down...
Nor make me feel unhappy about me.
I am I...
And I like being what I am...
Me.
Welcome to my world of thoughts.
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Tuesday, August 08, 2006
10:38 PM
My heart was totally shattered and devasted. The man i loved the most in my whole life, the one who i put the most effort in it, the one who i believed in the most, hurted me the most. He took my hopes, dreams and life away.
For the 1st time ever in my life, i really felt dead. I dont even bother what's happening around me in my life anymore. I am in the journey of dying and i wish the car just bang me down. I dont even bother what if my parents will upset or what. Cause its really meaningless for me.
I never awared that i will have one day like this from him. He shocked me. He killed me. He hurted me. Knowing him for so many years, i then realized the real person i am deeply loved with was like that.
I just feel very lifeless and hopeless. Why he would do this kind of thing to me? Seem like everything doesnt seem to have a point to me anymore...
Béseme... Toqúeme... Siéntame ®